ugh
i’m gonna be blunt, life sucks without you. like maybe im PMSing or something idk, but seriously this is retarded. last week paul fractured my tailbone, today he spat all over my face. everyone keeps calling me an ugly whore. everybody is going crazy bout prom, which im ofish not going to btw. tom keeps telling me i need therapy which makes me really mad cuz he has no idea what sayint that means. dance sucks but nobody up here cares or even tries to understand like you did. boys suck. a lot. like ive never felt so unwanted. i mean ive been hooking up with a guy i dont like who likes kate h. that screams pathetic. and this whole message is completely retarded and whiny and i cant even believe im writing it.i just feel like none of the friends i have here are real, its all just a joke or an act or something. i get that its just high school, but seriously. i hate it here. its completely unbearable without you. even anna has gotten 172634563728x worse since she started dating reid, always commenting on my singleness and flaws. i just dont see the point in trying anymore. cuz the harder i try to fit in, the more i get laughed at. ive always known you were the best friend in the whole world. but im okly just realizing how far to the opposite extreme bad friends can go. miss you and love you! and thanks for listening and everything. <3
